Remember Me…Remember You

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Remember me
Sweet and loving
Faithful and strong
Kind and devoted
Loyal and poised

Forget me
Bitter and scorned
Shattered and defeated
Harsh and faithless
Numb and rejected

Time has crippled what was once true
Rendered me broken
Remember who I was
Remember who you were

I want you to see me again
I want to see you again
I want you to love me once more
I want to love you again
I want you to know me again

Remember me
Beautiful and gentle
Gracious and passionate
Trustworthy and precious
Mother and wife

Remember me
I remember you

Lost To Me

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Distant and cold you stand before me
You plague me with rejection
Your lost to me

You deny me at every turn
Your words like fiery daggers
Looks that pierce my soul

You abandoned our love
You forgotten respect

You deserted all emotions
You took everything for granted

Wasted all our dreams
Opened the door to hate
Self-obsessed and thoughtless

I search for the heart I once knew
The sweet nothings in my ear
Your golden tongue

You have taken everything from me
Like a thief in the night
You escaped with my heart


Your lost to me

 

I Become

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Who have I become
Bitter and angry
Cold and distantRaging with emotions
Breaking at every point
Devastated by loss

Words pour from my soured mouth
Hate runs through my veins
My mind is haunted with memories

Sickness devours me
Isolated by suspicion
Drunk with dread

I hate who I have become
I hate what you have made me
I can’t find me

I want to break free
Rise from the ashes
Bring the light back to my eyes

It’s in the distance
Like a beacon in the night
Darkness chasing me

I want the blood to flow again
Pump me with joy
Let hope flow through me

I hate who I have become
I hate what you have made me
I can’t find me

 

Hide Away

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Hide away from the world
Let the darkness consume me
Venom runs through my veins
Time is ticking away

I need you
I want you
But I can’t reach you

Hide away from my fears
The light is fading away
Heart is turning cold
Time is eating me away

I love you
I hate you
I can’t find you

Hide my soul from the pain
Reach your hand through the black
Warm my heart with a kiss
Make time stand still again

I need you
I want you
I love you
Find me again

 

Letting It All Out….

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What better way to let all your emotions come flowing out then with music! I have compiled some playlists from Spotify for your listening enjoyment. I can’t say that you won’t need like fifty boxes of tissues or something to break afterwards but don’t say I didn’t fore warn you!

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Here is the real tear jerkers! Break out your tissues and some Ben & Jerry’s and get to cleansing your soul…#1 on this list to listen to is “Goodbye My Lover” by James Blunt….whew…if that doesn’t leave you sobbing like a baby I don’t know what will! I will post the lyrics below.

Break Up Songs~ Click the link 🙂

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“Goodbye My Lover”Did I disappoint you or let you down?
Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?
‘Cause I saw the end before we’d begun,
Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won.
So I took what’s mine by eternal right.
Took your soul out into the night.
It may be over but it won’t stop there,
I am here for you if you’d only care.
You touched my heart you touched my soul.
You changed my life and all my goals.
And love is blind and that I knew when,
My heart was blinded by you.
I’ve kissed your lips and held your hand.
Shared your dreams and shared your bed.
I know you well, I know your smell.
I’ve been addicted to you.[x2]
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.I am a dreamer and when I wake,
You can’t break my spirit – it’s my dreams you take.
And as you move on, remember me,
Remember us and all we used to be
I’ve seen you cry, I’ve seen you smile.
I’ve watched you sleeping for a while.
I’d be the father of your child.
I’d spend a lifetime with you.
I know your fears and you know mine.
We’ve had our doubts but now we’re fine,
And I love you, I swear that’s true.
I cannot live without you.

[x2]
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

And I still hold your hand in mine.
In mine when I’m asleep.
And I will bare my soul in time,
When I’m kneeling at your feet.

[x2]
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

I’m so hollow, baby, I’m so hollow.
I’m so, I’m so, I’m so hollow.
I’m so hollow, baby, I’m so hollow.
I’m so, I’m so, I’m so hollow.


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Here are some random songs to cleanse some more…

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Here is some classical music to soothe your soul…Enjoy!


 

There Comes A Time….

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There comes a time when everyone must face what they don’t want to faceLife beats you into submission, till you decide to fight back. At some point you can not deny what is happening around you or hide from it. No one can save you but yourself. You have to tear away from all the thoughts of grandeur and obedience. Pick yourself up off the frigid floor. Stand before the looking glass and see the truth for what it is. Stop the lying, stop the pain and stop the hate. Be what you are at heart and see the light. Don’t let it drag you down again, down to the pits of Hell. Don’t go back to that place of solitude and fear. Pick up the pieces of the wreckage and move onward. Don’t look back. Hate awaits you in the rear view, and truth lies ahead. 

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Love has come and gone and there is no going back. The hatred tries its best to win you over and life throws you one devastating blow after another. You can not believe the things that you have been done just to cope. Being taken for granted at every turn. Everything you once knew is shattered. Pain consumes an icy heart and takes you farther from the light. Unthinkable acts replay over and over in your mind. You try to piece together the broken fragments but it is pointless. Useless to try and fix anything anymore. Love just does not exist here anymore. 

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You can try to fight back all the tears but they will come anyway. Try to hide the hurt but it shows through. Try to pretend, but it is no use. Forgotten dreams of hope vanish in the night. You realize everything you knew is a lie. Nothing is what it seems to be. It is all so empty, the void is endless. Look out to the night sky, let it consume you. Get lost in the stars. Try to find lost dreams. It all seems as if it is drifting farther and farther away. Just out of reach, taunting your every move. 

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Pray for the light to come, pray for the night to fade. Beg for redemption, beg for peace. Peace of mind and soul. Try to heal your wounds, pull the knives from your back and try to mend. Rise up from the ashes, be strong. Do not shed anymore tears for things that you can not change. Race to the light, do not let the darkness catch you. Just run, run as fast as you can. It is creeping up, so run. Just fly away, far…far away.

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Go to the light, love awaits you there. Peace beckons you. You can forgive but not forget. You become someone that I used to know. Go forth, the birth of a new life awaits you in the light.

 

 

ONE VOICE

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I have never been more moved by the collaboration of Lyme patients around the world speaking up to get the CDC & Healthcare community to listen to our cries. To see all their faces, young and old suffer the way I do is overwhelming. I have only known I had Chronic Lyme Disease for a few weeks, misdiagnosed for over 22 years. I, like many have suffered almost their entire lives. Diagnosed with one of the 350 diseases that Lyme can mock. I tested positive for Acute & Chronic Lymes Disease and positive by CDC guidelines. Most of the people in this movement have not even had a proper Lyme test done. It enrages me that a simple test could be done and the healthcare community ignores it like it does not exist. How many people have to be infected or die from this debilitating disease before they acknowledge that this disease has reached epidemic levels?I feel like it is now my duty and goal to bring as much awareness as I possibly can. I feel like I have to be heard. I do not wish to let them silence me and many others like me. A dog can get tested and treated for Lyme faster than a human being!! How is that even possible? I have vowed to myself to go to my city officials to be heard, and I encourage everyone who has Lyme or has a friend/loved one to do the same. Do not let them dismiss this anymore! Let us be heard!

I have met more and more people with Lyme since I started this blog and people I am close with. I feel for each and every one of them. I only got a diagnosis because a friend from grade school used her voice to speak out and help me. I am forever grateful for not being silent. She has the same dedication that I do, to make our voices heard. To help bring all the people who suffer with Lyme’s disease together as one very loud voice that can not be ignored anymore.

Please help bring awareness to everyone you know, especially if they are sick. Try to save a life just with information. Below I have compiled everything I could find to help get answers and to bring awareness.

DEADLINE DECEMBER 1, 2013 to submit your picture for awareness campaign
http://lyme300000.wordpress.com/

Testing for Lyme:
http://www.igenex.com/Website/
IGENEX LABS
795 San Antonio Rd
Palo Alto, CA 94303
800.832.3200
650.424.1191
650.424.1196 Fax

Watch the Documentary UNDER OUR SKIN
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2JgR_Jfbhv8

Symptom Check List:
http://www.anapsid.org/cnd/diagnosis/mastersymptoms.html

Looking for a LLMD:

http://www.lymediseaseassociation.org/index.php/doctors
Also do a google search

Awareness Groups & Blogs:
http://lyme300000.wordpress.com/
http://www.lymediseaseassociation.org/
http://www.flickr.com/groups/lyme300000/pool/page2/
http://www.tiredoflyme.com/
https://www.facebook.com/worldwidelymeprotest
https://www.facebook.com/UNDEROURSKIN
http://www.ilads.org/
http://www.lymemd.org/?gclid=CM_V7ejb-7oCFWUV7AodT2YAwg
http://www.lymeticks.org/chronic
http://lymedisease.org/
http://www.aldf.com/
http://www.lymenet.org/

http://prayingforlymies.blogspot.com/
http://www.mommalyme.com/2011/06/amazing-day.html
http://www.mylymesymphony.com/
http://www.lymewarrior.org/get_involved.htmlCenter for Disease Control:
http://www.cdc.gov/lyme/

My personal Blogs & Friends:
http://rocasvida.com/
https://mandoraswords.wordpress.com/
http://phoenixrising.me/archives/20283 ( My friend Kim’s published article in Phoeniex Rising)
http://mandaswords.weebly.com/

Twitter Hashtags:
#lymedisease
#lymies
#Spoonies
#lymieshelpinglymies
#Lymebloggers
#noonefightsalone

What Makes A Woman Sexy?

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The word “sexy” in modern day society has often become synonymous with the matched drum-beats and stiletto steps we’re used to seeing in Victoria’s Secret advertisements. Don’t get me wrong…that is sexy, but it’s not the only thing that is.

So, be honest…how many of you clicked on this article expecting to see a list consisting of amazing legs, abs, fake boobs, and a tan?

What society tells you is sexy on the surface, is often a small piece of the whole puzzle, if it’s a piece of it at all. But the first thing we need to do, is get rid of this damaging perception.

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So, for those of us who live in the real world, what makes a woman sexy?

Confidence is key. Being perfect, is not. A strong, purposeful walk, head held high, eye contact, and a smile – go a long way.

Confidence breeds more…

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On Russell Brand’s Revolution

Russell Brand delivers once again, a good read! You don’t have to believe what he says but it sure gets you thinking 🙂

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russell brand new statesman coverIn this edition of Urchins Take Sides, we discuss Russell Brand’s essay on revolution in the latest edition of the New Statesman. Please feel free to take a side in the comment section below. 

By Margaret Hedderman

I must say, I can’t remember the last time I’ve been so happy to be proven wrong about someone. In his forceful, urgent, and absurdly funny essay, Russell Brand has succinctly pinpointed the necessary means to drive the next revolution. It is unbelievably refreshing to read a commentary about politics and the environment that speaks to the true nature of the problem: if we don’t do something, we’re going to make this planet unlivable.

Unfortunately, the people who need to read, comprehend, and apply Brand’s words of revolutionary wisdom, probably won’t. I’m going to guess that most of them have never heard of the New Statesman, and if they have, probably…

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